A few months later, Bianca was leaving home and getting ready to go to college. She’s passed all her exams with honours. Fran and Jason were so proud of her.
Jason had moved out on Fran’s and into an apartment of his own and he was handing things much better, he was seeing a therapist three times a week and also going to the clinic to get a medical check up.
He was also battling his feelings for Fran, he felt guilty falling for his best friend’s wife even though he wasn’t around anymore. She was a good person and even though she was a big girl he found her very attractive.
He remembered when they were dancing at Bianca’s birthday party and how he wanted to kiss her he had no idea if she felt the same way. Even though he was doing better he was still battling his demons and wouldn’t wish himself on her.
Fran invited him to the house the day Bianca was leaving home, he wanted to see her off. He had been unwell, his body was still healing and there was days he had difficulties breathing due to the chemical poisoning. He’d been for his check up earlier that day and they were concerned and wanted to admit him to hospital for a day or two.
He and Bianca said their goodbyes and she promised to call every day, “Study hard” he told her, “Make me proud”.

Once she’d left, Fran looked around for Jason and found him collapsed on the kitchen floor, she called an ambulance and Jason was rushed to hospital, Fran went with him in the ambulance.
A couple of hours later Fran was pacing up and down the corridor and eventually the doctor came to speak to her, “He came round a few minutes ago and now he’s resting. His lungs are in a bad way and we’ve changed his medication so he can breathe a little easier. It’s a miracle he’s still alive after what his body’s been through. Don’t worry he’s in the best possible hands”, he said.
“Thanks” said Fran, “May I sit with him”.
“He’d like that” said the doctor.
Fran entered the small room, Jason opened his eyes as she entered, “Hi” he said.
“Hi” she replied, “You gave me such a scare”.
“Sorry” he said, “I’ve been struggling for a while”.
Fran held his hand, “Why don’t you try and get some sleep, I’ll stay with you” she said.
“Please” said Jason.

As he drifted off, Fran stroked his hair that had been growing back from his face. She gently stroked his cheek and said, “I’ve been having conversations with Richard in my head and I know he’s okay with the way I feel about you but you wouldn’t be interested in a woman like me. I love you Jason and I want to look after you”.
Fran didn’t mean to blurt that out and hoped he was sleeping so soundly that he didn’t hear her. She couldn’t bear to be rejected. It would break her heart.
A couple of days later Jason was allowed home, Fran came to collect him.
“How are you feeling” she asked.
“The new tablets are working and I’ve been given an inhaler when my breathing gets difficult” said Jason, “I’ll not recover from this Fran, there’s been too much damage done to my body. I’ll always have problems”.

“You’re not going back to that apartment, you’re moving in where I can look after you” said Fran, “Bianca’s at home getting your room ready for you”.
“She spent yesterday with me at the hospital” said Jason, “Please Fran don’t tell her how bad things are I’ll talk to her when I’m ready to”.
“I won’t” said Fran, “You’ll come back to the house and live with us”.
“I’d love to” said Jason, “I don’t want to be alone anymore and I also want to talk about us. I heard you at the hospital and I feel the same way but with all my problems and you were married to my best friend I feel like I’m betraying him”
“I think he’d be happy for us” said Fran.
They left the hospital behind and Fran drove them both home, Jason dozed on and off in the car they travelled in silence until they got home.
When they got inside the house Jason leaned in for a kiss, they kissed passionately then when they broke apart, “You’re moving into my room I hope when you feel a bit better”, said Fran.

“Of course” said Jason, “I’ll be sneaking to your room quite a lot during the night. I’ve never been really close to a woman since Rebecca, I had a few when I was in the army but nothing meaningful and it’s been a very long time I’ve probably forgotten what to do”.
“If that kiss is anything to go by you haven’t forgotten anything at all” said Fran. “What do we tell Bianca?”
“Let’s tell her together” said Jason.
That afternoon when Bianca was getting ready to go back to college, Jason and Fran sat her down and told her how they felt about each other and this was new to them and didn’t want to start a relationship without her approval.
“Hey that’s cool” said Bianca, “I’ve been secretly hoping this would happen for years. You’d be great together and Richard would be cool with it too I know he would. I’ll feel like I’ll have parents, I mean proper parents. I don’t remember my mum much but I know she loved me and she did love dad but he was a screw up. You helped him change Fran”.

“You helped me too Bianca” said Jason, “If you’re really cool with this I’ll move into Fran’s room, I’m a lot for her to take on at the moment and I’ll not get any better but she loves me regardless and I love her too”.
“Does that mean I get your room, it’s bigger than mine and I have so much stuff” said Bianca.
“Yes you can” said Fran, “I’m sure your father will be okay with that”.
“Yeah” said Jason, “I’ll help move your stuff at the weekend”.
Bianca gave them a big hug each and then left for college, “I expected it to be tougher than that” said Jason.
“So did I” said Fran, “She never let on she’d like us to get together”.
“Teenage girls” sighed Jason, “You just don’t know what they’re thinking”.

Jason and Fran went upstairs, he emptied his drawers and his clothes and stuff into Fran’s room.
She emptied his wardrobe and made some room in hers, he looked at the big double bed in there and lay down on it, she joined him and they kissed passionately and then took things further.

“You were great” said Fran, “your body is in excellent shape and I love those tattoos”.
There was silence in the room, Jason hadn’t answered her he drifted off to sleep. Fran smiled and watched him a while before snuggling into him and dozing off into blissful oblivion herself.